EYE OF THE ABYSS

Many magicians who are truly devoted to their path eventually cross the Abyss and come face to face with the inherent limitations of physical reality. In doing so, they sever ties with illusion and begin to understand that they are not their bodies, nor the beliefs, ideals, or social constructs imposed upon them by family, culture, or government.

They reach a state of profound knowing—the realization that their potential is not only vast, but constantly evolving. This realization, often denied by the environments they were raised in, marks a turning point. There are levels to this awakening, these deeply subjective experiences, and I will share only a few of my own insights here.

Level One – The Stage of Negation

This is what I call the Negation Stage. It is the threshold where one first encounters the abysmal waters, often accompanied by a sense of madness, despair, and emptiness. The detachment from the illusions of the material world can be disorienting, even terrifying. For those unprepared—those thrown into the Abyss without prior understanding—this stage can feel like a death of self. Some may even flirt with the edge of annihilation, unable to find meaning as their soul struggles to distinguish between illusion and truth. Yet it is not the soul that dies, but the illusion that held it captive.

This transition can take days, weeks, or even months to fully integrate. For those who endure and adapt without losing themselves, the illusion may return in form—but not in truth. They begin to function again in the physical world, yet with a secret knowing: they are not their bodies. Something deeper moves through them. They are vessels now—tools for a higher intelligence. But with time and practice, they learn to embody that intelligence and awaken their divine potential. They begin to rise—not as humans seeking gods, but as gods remembering themselves.

Level Two – The Stage of Embodiment This second stage

This second stage marks a deeper integration. Here, one fully grasps that the body is not the self, and that life is not occurring within them, but around them. Reality is perceived through lenses—specific filters that shape how we interpret experience. These lenses emit electromagnetic signals that stimulate the mind. The mind, acting as an antenna, transmits those signals to the soul. Yet what is transmitted is not real in any tangible sense—it is simply information, illusion dressed as experience.

Through detachment, one comes to see that these signals are binding only when accepted as truth. They become the root of suffering, as well as the framework through which we interpret joy, sorrow, connection, and loss—all from the standpoint of the physical lens. When the soul no longer identifies with the body, these filters lose their grip, and we are no longer controlled by them.

At this stage, the practitioner becomes more focused, more mechanized, more direct. Emotions and sensations are understood as tools for survival—not ends in themselves. One begins to act with purpose rather than craving. Reality reveals its predatory nature: a system where only the strong thrive, and the weak are consumed. This is not cruelty, but design. Those who refuse to see it are simply blinded by their own ignorance.

Every act of manifestation—whether in this realm or another—requires energy, power, and exchange. There is no escaping that truth. It compels us to evolve and ensures we can thrive anywhere we choose. Once the soul is freed from its lenses, what remains is raw, unbounded potential. The divine spark awakens—and its only desire is to devour, to rise, and to perfect itself through power.